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Friday, September 30, 2005

恋爱演习

好像闯了红灯

看你上了公车

沿路守护着你

直到飞行安全降落

站在二号出口

等着你发现我

我们擦肩而过

心跳忽然停止跳动

没有任何靠近你的理由

只好大声对你说

Oh Girl

爱你冲昏了头

不爱我会难过

肥皂没有泡沫

恋爱演习失控

爱你冲昏了头

不爱我会发疯

这样简单的我

其实并不难懂

词:柯有伦曲:姚小民

2005柯有伦首张创作专辑第 5 首

=>恋爱演习<=
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Photos...

Here is the pictures as promise..~ haha!! a bit ugly la.. hahaha!!! too bo liao le.. haha!!!~ bye!!

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=>Photos...<=
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9/27/2005 02:54:00 PM
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procrastinator procrastinating here

here i am..
procrastinator i am one..
i am the great procrastinator, VICTORIA CHEW RONGPING!!!
haha!!!!

saturday n sunday are my rest days... on sat.. wake up at 3.30pm.. duhx.. hw pig i am ya?! whatever... i am a self-declare pig... remember?!! haha!!! if u forget.. let you RECALL here ba...haha!!! and on saturday.. rots rots rots is all i know.. cant recall what i do oso le la..

as on sunday.. meet my choir IC and team ppl fer breakfast.. den went for service... den go bible study with Justin.. den after tat went JP walk walk..saw this 3/4 pants tat i have been eyein for quite long le..haha!! den went hme... duhx... rotx... den cook bread with egg for Leng again.. haha!!!~ den went to JP.. bought the pants that i have been eyeing on.. den walk ard with Leng.. had banana lessons!! and not to forget fish lessons oso.. haha!! think the ppl in supermarket thinks we 2 are mad... after tat went to meet Peile @ Lakeside..
went to play candles.. shall post up the pictures tml ba... den bought a mini cake fer her too.. after tat went hme lo.. and rotx... slept at 2am..

today wake up at 130pm... and rotx.. once again... den went study with Meifong @ 730pm.. study till 11pm den go hme.. and here i am blogging... too sian le... and i realise i got a lot of movies wanna watch

anyone wanna watch?? will be watchin Corpse Bride soon with Leng, Peile, Wenhao.. den for Be With Me.. anyone interested?!! i wanna watch it.. anyone wan? but provided u are 18 and abv. coz it is an M18 show.. haha!! Lesbian contents... as for Hinokio.. think have to catch it real soon.. coz think it is ending soon le.. so is for One More Chance.. as for The Red Shoes.. it is a horror movie.. so weak heart shall nt apply.. haha!! duhx... okok.. enuf of crapping.. to know more abt the movie.. click on the movie ba..

got to go.. bye!!! love u lots bloggie.. haha!!!

*i think i am back to my usual blogging ways.. haha!! Kaixin.. sorry ar!!! hahaha!!*

=>procrastinator procrastinating here<=
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

stupid joke

A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years.

One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant.

Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child.

If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18.

She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born.

To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back.

He would then arrange for child support payments to begin.

One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife.

"Honey," she said,

"you received a very strange post card today."

"Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said.

The wife obeyed, and watched as her husband read the card, turned white,and fainted.

On the card was written:

.........

........

.......

.....

......

.......

"Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with meatballs, one without."

=>stupid joke<=
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9/24/2005 11:57:00 PM
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days..

Hey hey!!!! few days never blog le.. been busy with exams... falling sick soon.. haha!!! was slacking the whole of thursday.. den onli start studyin at 11pm.. and studied all the way till 6am den slp.. wake up at 730am but i slack till 8am den realli crawl out of my beloved bed.. den went for exam.. was 5mins late la... but manage to finish the paper.. though gt a few duno hw to do.. but at least i manage to sit thru the 2hr plus lo... after exam.. went to library to print out my case study... coz my lecturer lost it.. -_-" den went to meet Leng.. after tat go find David.. pass him the SCO booklet... den rot till 1pm den go have our lunch. went FC3... and we chit chat till 330pm liydat den go CO rm.. den was rotting around... den carried the daruan all the way back.. den Leng accompany me lo.. hahaha!!! den after go hme had my dinner... den went to cellgrp.. den went hme.. played game.. den went to slp at ard 2am le.. and guess what.. i slp all the wat till 330pm!!! and wake up clean hse fer a while... den here i am lo.. haha!! nth to blog le.. bye bloggie...

=>days..<=
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9/24/2005 04:45:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

first paper.

had my first paper today.. all i can say is i bwang la.. haiz.. whatever.. i dun care le.. went off earli lo.. went to buy mac.. duhx.. already losin my voice and yet i eat mac...whatever.. den saw Engine-niang.. lame lo.. duno whats that she wan give me... *mummy say cannot anyhw take ppl's thing de* haha~ so in de end i never take... den went co rm rot a while.. den go SAA find David.. talk crapx with him fer 1hour.. make me laugh like duno what coz of the BBQ pit... den after that went hme lo.. so tired.. den reach hme.. my dad was nagging.. so frustrated... den my brother give that bo chap face.. feel like giving him one tight slap... so pissed.. cant even get a rest... and have peace... duhx.. den watch tv thruout... and did nth much oso.. shall wake up earli earli in the morning and go study @ Mac.. and have Mac breakfast~ haha!! enjoyin... bo liao...

and oso.. veri pissed with this person.. she is always copying me.. so angry!!!... first is the bag.. i bought that bag in HK.. den come back spore... she buy 1 oso.. and give the "oh same bag ar, i didnt know that" attitude... duhx... den now is the nick!! wah lauz.. cant she get a life?!! i put "iloveLENG" den she put " i love Xingzuan" ... den nw... change to " i love Xingzuan (and maybe Layleng too...)" .... doesnt she have any creativity?! wah lauz... copy cats!!! i dun like copy cats... get a life la... duhx... and keep acting veri spiritual.. duhx.. church-hopping means spiritual ?~ duhx.. always want to show ppl the loving side.. and act the other in front of others... so angry.. especially when i know abt her saying my dear junior... so angry.. who is she in what position to say my dear junior?!! her attendence is even worse den anyone in SPCO lo.. and her skills.. all i can say is.. waste money go find a teacher... no results.. so what if u know a lot of grade 8 songs.. does that means u can show off in front of other ppl... duhx.. scram la... angry!

(-once again i tends to think of the past... am i stupid or what.. haiz... gonecase.. forget it..-)

=>first paper.<=
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9/21/2005 11:44:00 PM
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tired

i juz finish 7chapters of polymer science... jux read thru.. haiz... nw veri tired le.. dun think i will carry on.. shall wake up tml earli and continue.. bye bloggie...

(-once again i teared in my heart.. why is this so.. everything had already become the past tense.. and yet i still want it to be present tense.. why is everything going the way i dunwan it to be.. why is everything going the wrong way.. why cant i jux live my life in the present and forget about the past.. how i wish time can be turn back.. -)

i am referring to my secondary sch life.. i am refering to my poly life.. i am referring to every area of my life.. be it my frens in primary, secondary, poly.. be it things that i went thru in primary, secondary, poly.. everything have gone utterly wrong.. why.. why have everything become this way.. i duno.. and i dun wish to know..

once again i lost things that i wanna treasure.. friends.. FRIENDS...

why i jux cant seems to keep them.. why are they jux slipping thru the gaps of my fingers.. why.. i dun understand.. izzit that i have not spent enough time to build up extreme strong bonds with them.. or is that i am a person who cant have friends which are forever.. forever there for me.. forever there to listen to me.. forever there to help me.. forever there to accompany me.. forever there to go out with me.. i know that alot of friends cared for me.. i know that alot of them are there for me, willing to listen to me, help me, accompany me.. but why are there still friends that jux slip thru.. haiz.. maybe i am too occupied with my own things.. i dun even have time for myself.. i dun even have time for my family.. how will i ever have time to be with those friends..

have i realli become someone who is so introvert.. have i realli become someone who is so heartless.. having not much of feelings and i am no different with a robot.. why have i become so tired of socialising and wanting to hide myself in a corner and rots... why have i become someone who is tired of everything i am doing.. why have i become someone who dare not speak whats on my mind.. why have i changed so much.. issit for good or bad.. i duno.. i realli duno..

told Leng abt what happen to me before in secondary sch.. once i was scolded by a fren for something i didnt even do.. and actually i was the one being "bullied" by my close fren.. and yet i just reply back the person a cold reply.."have u done with ur scolding?".. and i turned ard and walked off to the toilet and lock myself inside..

yesh.. i shld have rebuke back.. but i didnt.. why... coz i had never learnt how to defend myself.. coz i never have the heart to shout back at frens i treasure.. coz i always thought that whatever my frens do.. it will never be too hurting..

but i realise i have seriously changed ever since i graduated from secondary.. in poly.. i learnt how to defend myself.. i learnt how to put on a mask in front of ppl.. i learnt how to hide my feelings from ppl.. i learnt how cruel this world is.. i shouted at a bunch of frens that i onced realli realli treasured so much.. at one moment of time, i had so much hatred towards them.. i dropped many tears in front of those ppl that i onced realli realli treasured.. i totally went berserk coz of them.. is everything so worth it.. i duno.. i have learnt never to trust ppl too willingly.. i have learnt how to be strong with my stand.. but once again.. i think i failed in everything i have learnt...

ok.. i am jux crapping away.. enuf of it le.. dun nid to care too much on what i have typed.. i am jux releasing out my feelings... it is jux a place fer me to vent everything...

i am okay.. no nid to care to much...

thankx... bye bloggie...

=>tired<=
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what is this...

today.. wake up at 12plus.. den prepare go meet Xinjie study.. veri long never meet up go study le.. in the end never study much oso... coz too noisy.. den got those secondary ah lians.. bo liao.. so childish... whatever.. den after tat went home... den rots... now onli manage to finish reading 3chapters... i still have 8chapters left.. paper is tml 2pm.. i think can go bang wall le la.. haiz.. why am i so slack?! why aint i anxious tat i will be forward module again.. Environmental Studies already gone case.. now Polymer Science.. haiz... whatevr la.. muz pia finish by tml... and at least pia till chapter 8 today!! possible meh?! haiz.. i duno... nw i go pia le.. haha!! jiu ming ar!!!!!

actually i gt alot of things wanna say.. but i lazy to type.. no time to type oso.. and dunwan type here oso.. duhx.. bo liao.. k la.. bye...

(-why am i tearing in my heart again-)

=>what is this...<=
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

i am a robot...

Robot

You are 85% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.

You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. In short, your personality defect is that you don't really HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short circuit.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

=>i am a robot...<=
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Monday, September 19, 2005

i am a pig la...

guess what!!! i jux wake up 43mins ago la... juz finish up my ~~breakfast~~ lunch... and here i am blogging again.. i slept ystrday at 3am... wake up at 3pm... meaning i slept fer 12hours le!! wah lauz.. realli pig... whatever.. i am a self declare pig la.. suan le.. but pigs are cute what... haha~ i love pigs.. hahaha!!~

okok... think enough of pigs pictures le.. hahahaha!! bye bloggie!!!~

=>i am a pig la...<=
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9/19/2005 03:43:00 PM
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life...

yestrday i never go to visit my da gu.. coz i am plain too lazy..

haiz... no choice.. pigs are liydat de... well.. and oso.. frankly speaking i dun feel like going also.. for what i go.. go oso sit dwn there do nth.. plus i am not close to them one lo.. maybe coz i biased la... i had never like my father's side relatives... coz they are so fake lo.. to me.. they are jux another bunch of fake ppl.. they can put on a mask and talk to u de lo... what they say might means another reason.. who knows when will they backstab u lo... and all those ill treatings i see during my childhood time.. hw they treat my mum... i get so sian oso.. whenever gt gathering, my mum will be veri tired... though my mum does help out in housework.. but sometimes they jux treat her like a maid.. i dun like.. u ppl have maid le.. still ask my mum do tis do that.. everytime go gathering.. my family sure to be the first to reach and last to go.. and my mum will be going hme sweatin all over and feeling so tired.. i dun like.. she is my mum leh.. not u people's maid.. haiz.. suan le...

so ystrday rot whole day at hme lo.. haiz.. why am i nt at all gan jiong fer my exams huh?!! i realli duno.. maybe i lost motivation le ba... suan le..

today basically nth much.. juz went to church den go JP makan.. den back hme..
watched tv the whole evening.. total slacker.. how to survive thru poly sia!!... whatever it is.. i still must do my best to get a diploma.. and get my life out of schools!!! but hor.. it is juz a piece of paper.. that piece of paper realli.. haiz...big shot lo... make me suffer.. ok enuf crapping...

well..juz nw while surfin net... suddenly feel that something is crawling on my leg... den i thought is what lo.. till i get a look @ it... guess what... it is a lizard la!!! wah lauz... scare me to death.. i quickly sweep it away and scream out loud.. haha!! okok.. i am timid la... whatever....

now is 19th September...meaning 2mths le... so long le.. time realli past veri fast.. but the feeling still stings leh...
having needed to act as if nth happen before.. possible meh... to me.. as for now.. i still find it a bit difficult leh.. haiz.. 2mths have past.. seen him fer 2times during this 2mths.. but nv talk at all.. felt so awkard... even smses or chatting in msn i also feel veri strange... haiz.. though i always act as if i am ok le.. but deep dwn inside i dun think i am ba... things are nt like last time... have problems... the first few people i go too, he sure to be 1 of them.. but nw.. never le... haha!.. what talkin me.. suan le.. nth le...jux crapping.. forget it...

tml... going to stay at home and mug le la... if not i sure get SPCO long service award.. i dunwan... i even have thought of leaving after i step down.. and be those MIA ppl.. come back when gt performance kind... haiz... dun think can ba...
ok.. think nth much for me to blog le...

bye bloggie.. i love u k.. haha~

=>life...<=
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9/19/2005 01:11:00 AM
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

L-O-V-E

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

=>L-O-V-E<=
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9/17/2005 03:37:00 PM
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boring life

ystrday wake up at 3pm...

whoo..

shiok leh..

slp fer 12 hours..

hahahaha!!!~

den went fer cg..

den hme sweet hme..

den watched the movie, The Phone..

not so scary oso la..

maybe coz nt payin much attention?!

hahaha!!

today nth to do...

later need to visit my "da gu"...

coz she in hospital..

haiz...

den after that shld be nth to do le..

so sian!~

hahaha!

nth to say also le..

sian..

bye!~

=>boring life<=
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

thursday

today..

suppose to go fer PI lesson..

but in the end all of us overslp..

den never go...

den Mr Ting sms me scold me..

oopsx..

whatever..

den today wake up..

rush reports..

den send to Mayfen..

den she help me print and hand in..

realli thankz leh..

den after tat went JP with Peile..

she wan buy slippers..

den after tat we go sch..

a while later i went off to church..

for BS..

den went buy dinner..

wanted buy Dry Ban Mian..

but in the end the stall never come..

then bo bian..

went off...

but before there went buy bubble tea...

den on my way hme was sms-in with Leng..

while i was drinking...

she suddenly sms me saying...

"dun buy bubble tea hor~ not healthy"

and i was like..

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why so zhun!!!

coz ever since that time when she came my hse..

i have never buy once..

till today..

den she said..!

whOo!!

den after tat..

she told me..

her mum bought BAN MIAN fer her!!!

ha!

where got so QIAO de!!!

haha!!!!

so cool leh..

she know me too well?!

haha!!

scary hor..

ok la..

nth more to blog le..

think i wanna change my blogskin...

haha!!!

bye bloggiex...

muacks...

=>thursday<=
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

tuesday.wednesday

ystrday..

met Leng at dover..

den we go Singapore Conference Hall watch de ACS(B) CO performance..

hmmm..

we were late la..

so missed all de songs..

hahaha!!

onli manage to hear the last 2 songs...

den saw a few teachers oso..

coz they off work le..

but never manage to see Yu Jia and Quek Ling Kiong!!!

hahaha!~

den after tat we go makan..

walked to chinatown..

we toured ard there lo..

den went to Chinatown point there..

Went into this shop..

tat shop teaches ppl Gu Qin..

cool..

haha

den after tat we went to Gtar...

walk ard again..

den went to PS le..

so long since i last went there..

brought back alot of memories...

haiz...

whatever..

den went to watch The Maid..

gt a few scene i realli kana frighten..

but..

most of the scene..

i am having heart attack , rocking chair and i am in the verge of becomin DEAF!!!.

coz the grp of gals behind us are screamin at the top of their voice..

and keep kickin my chair..

den scream fer nth...

haiz..

overall the show..

not too bad..

but not as scary as what ppl had said..

typical ghost story show.

den after watching..

we walk all the way to Internation Building..

jux to find her desert shop..

duhx..

den walk to Taka..

den walked ard again..

decidin what to eat lo..

finally settled fer KFC..

had a long talk there..

realli loves all these long talks..

though it is always talkin abt those sad memories..

but still..

i love havin those talks..

and oso i have realise...

when one is feeling agitated, frustrated or whatsoever..

that person can never have a peaceful mind to say anything of much logic..

it is onli when one quiet down..

alone..

and reflect back on what is happening or what have been happending or happened...

it is onli then they can realli sort out their thoughts and start reasoning....

den we talk till 10pm den leave lo..

saw Yikloong there..

quite shock..

coz realli veri long never see him le..

haha!!!

and oso veri long never see James, Lihua le..

hmmm..

shall realli meet up with them 1 day..

den after tat went hme lo..

i reach hme...

rotx...

den online with Leng..

and we decided to setup a blog!!~

haha!!

cool eh?!!

come take a look lo..

though it is still nt fully doned...

haha!!~

HERE

after tat i go slp le..

coz nextday gt lesson..

and Leng smsed me @ 5+am...

telling me that she is going to slp durin tat time...

hahaha!!!~

when ppl goin wake up..

she go slp..

hahaha!!~

today..

was late lo..

but Mr Ting oso forget that he actually gt a clz frm 10am-11am..

haha!!

so in the end the clz he had with me, Yuxing, Zita start at 11am instead lo..

den finish at 3pm..

so tiring...

had a 30mins break onli..

in de middle soe things happen..

so angry...

dunwanna say...

*Leng.. next time i see u.. i tell u what happen.. haha!! if not no story le...*

den after tat go print the reports and stuffs and hand in..

den went CO rm..

actually wanna do PI past yr paper..

but i was too tired..

den fell aslp..

haha!!

den went hme..

watched Vampire vcd..

think i better go study nw le..

bye bloggie..

muacks!!!

=>tuesday.wednesday<=
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9/14/2005 11:27:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

birthday

You entered: 12/7/1986

Your date of conception was on or about 16 March 1986.

You were born on a Sunday
under the astrological sign Sagittarius.
Your Life path** number is 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446771.5.
The golden** number for 1986 is 11.
The epact** number for 1986 is 19.
The year 1986 was not a leap year.

As of 9/12/2005 10:19:17 PM CDT
You are 18 years old.
You are 225 months old.
You are 979 weeks old.
You are 6,854 days old.
You are 164,518 hours old.
You are 9,871,099 minutes old.
You are 592,265,957 seconds old.

There are 86 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 19 candles on it.

Those 19 candles produce 19 BTU's,
or 4,788 calories of heat
(that's only 4.7880 food Calories!) .

You can boil 2.17 US ounces of water with that many candles. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

In 1986 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1986 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile
.In 1986 in the US there were 2,400,000 marriages (10%) and 1,159,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1986 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)

Your birthstone is Blue Zircon Image hosted by Photobucket.com

The Mystical properties of

Blue Zircon

Zircon helps one be more at peace with oneself.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone.
(Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Blue Topaz, Ruby, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is

Hornbeam, the good taste

Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

There are 104 days till Christmas 2005!

The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waxing crescent.

Click on the picture for more information.

Get it from HERE!!

**
Golden Number:
A number showing the year of the lunar or Metonic cycle. It is reckoned from 1 to 19, and is so called from having formerly been written in the calendar in gold.

Epact Number:
The moon's age at the beginning of the calendar year, or the number of days by which the last new moon has preceded the beginning of the year.

The Life Path Number:
The Life Path is the sum of the birth date. This number represents who you are at birth and the native traits that you will carry with you through life. The most important number that will be discussed here is your Life Path number. The Life Path describes the nature of this journey through life.

Julian date:
The number of days since noon 4713 BC January 1.

=>birthday<=
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9/13/2005 10:21:00 AM
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how i wish..

Have you ever think back about what you have done to hurt someone deeply?...

Have you ever think how hurt the person will feel?...

We are told "don't start off if you don't love her/him."

But why, guys/girls still choose to do it to hurt their partner?...

Always stand in their postion and think how they will feel...

If you had been hurt before, don't hurt another party.

Cos, it's not their fault.

They don't hurt you.

Be true to them, if not do not ever start off with them.

It hurts the person a lot...

So, if you choose the route to start off with that person...

Be faithful and love her/him...

Don't end that relationship with that person....

It is just like a lifetime promise to the person...

You might think she/he is not important to you anymore...

But have you ever think how important you are to that person?..

It is always easy to end a relationship with someone you don't love...

But it is difficult to end a relationship with someone you love deeply...

Spare a thought for that person...

Try to give him/her a chance to do their part to love you...

It is easy to say goodbye...

However, it is not easy to let go...

Think twice on your decision...

Even you have made a wrong decision and regretted on letting her/him go as you think you don't love her/him anymore...

You can always try to set things back...

Perhaps, that person is waiting for your return...

Don't wait for someone who don't treasure your love...

Accept someone who treasure your love and everything...

It's a blissful and lucky thing to have the love from someone...

Someone who doesn't care how much you hurt them...

If you have someone who still wait for you no matter how much and deep you hurt them...

Defintely, that girl/guy is a faithful person...

It's no harm accepting the person back and love the person...

You will only regret if you let go someone who love you so much...

Appreciate what she/he has done for you...

Appreciate hers/his love and love she/him back...

So, if you have ever hurt someone who love you deeply...

Sit down and think, if what you did to hurt her/he is right or wrong...

There won't always be a chance...

Grab the chance and treasure it...

Otherwise when you regret one day, its already useless...

True love do exists, its just how you view love...

Grab the chance...

Love someone who worth you to love, love someone who can love you truthfully...

One day, you will find the meaning of TRUE LOVE!

[[**_if everything is juz like what tis had mentioned, things might be better...._**]]

=>how i wish..<=
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9/13/2005 01:09:00 AM
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monday

today whole day rot at hme..

didnt even study..

haiz..

stupid me..

duhx..

i watch tv the whole day lo..

wah lauz...

den prac guitar fer a while la..

need go sch tml.

hand in work..

and oso meet Leng..

return her ezlink card..

den oso to meet Leng watch The Maid..

finally!!

hahaha

yeah!!!

nth to do nw..

anyway..

ppl..

i change number le...

msg me in msn to get my new number ba~

bye!

=>monday<=
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9/13/2005 12:24:00 AM
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

wed.thurs.fri.sat

realise i veri long never blog..

haha!!!~

sorry sorry..

wed had co prac..

den had envsta quiz..

think i gonna forward envsta le la..

haiz..

suan le..

den had da zhu..

finish earli..

went clementi makan..

after tat went hme..

my bill..

duno why so much oso..

1792 sms-es...

hw is tis possible sia!!

when i never even touch my hp..

duhx

whatever la..

gonna stop usin my tis line fer a mth first..

gonna use prepaid card..

but still can call..

coz i diverted all calls to my prepaid card...

den slp earli coz too tired..

thurs..

went sch.

super duper late fer polymer science..

den went there 5mins...

finish lesson..

duh...

den go makan..

den played DOTA with my clz ppl in computer lab..

i am a gone case..

haha!

1st time playing..

den after tat went microbio..

chit chat with chinyan during lesson...

den tat polly..

siao 1..

doin make-up in clz..

duhxx....

den went to CO rm..

rotx..

den went find David..

had a long talk with him..

realise somethings..

felt veri messy nw..

duno to say or not..

haiz..

never mind...

den went to rehearsal..

everything is so messy..

haiz..

den drag so long..

toopid..

den gt tis woman..

sing song so awful..

she sang with a live band playin fer her..

and they get so fed up oso..

can see frm their attitude..

den somemore..

she sing until off key lo..

and almost blast our eardrums and cause us to be deaf..

and yet she say..

"eh. i think my voice not loud enuf leh. can de mike be louder?!"

den i almost faint..

wah lauz...

Not LOUD!?

i am almost deaf..

and mind her..

her voice realli..

wah lauz..

CANNOT MAKE IT!!!

duhx..

den went back co rm..

den went clementi makan with them agian..

went hme..

called leng..

accompany her home on the phone..

den we chatted fer 3hourS!!!

haha!

den we talk lotsa of stupid things that make de both of us laugh until buay tahan..

den my mum came out at 3am and i had a scolding frm her!

haha~

den quickly bath le den slp..

den wake up late on FRIday...

jolyn called and make me talk to her for almost 1hr...

and i was actually slping at that time...

haiz..

den in de end wake up la..

actually gt other ppl call oso..

and i bo chap..

haha!!

den after tat went to sch..

den veri fed up with this 2 person....

shall nt name them..

but still i am so pissed..

veri veri..

haiz..

den after performance went makan...

den go hme lo...

den watch the Tale sisters...

sad show..

den slp lo..

den today meet angeline go tekong!!~

hahaha!!~

so fun..

haha!

so clean there lo!!!~

haha!!

den went ard..

so cool lo de place..

haha!!!~

den had a taste of their food..

not that bad..

but can still be improved greatly..

haha!!~

den went hme..

late fer pract..

super duper late..

haha!!~

suppose to be at Gekpoh at 330pm..

but i onli reach by 545pm...

oops..

rushed cab frm pasir ris..

dropped Angel at JE..

den went back..

den here i am blogging..

de performance realli stupid lo...

bo liao..

haiz..

nth much to blog le..

bye..

=>wed.thurs.fri.sat<=
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9/10/2005 10:06:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 6, 2005

monday & tuesday

yestrday..

went for PI lesson

fell aslp at the last 15mins...

den after that decided to go CO rm...

coz gt 1hr break..

but in de end skipped de 2nd half envsta oso..

den lesson ends le..

den rot in co rm...

wanted to practice my zhongruan actually..

den Leng came..

den chit chat with her n Angel...

den after a while Yinzhi arrived...

den nobody wanna go makan with him..

den he slp..

and he looked pissed when he came in..

den after tat Leng go computer lab..

den i rot in co rm..

den Angel go lesson...

den i take my ZR go outside and prac..

den Mayfen came..

den Leng finish usin computer..

come CO rm again..

den went off with Mayfen..

den i go computer lab oso..

to do my reports n assignments..

i realli wonder..

why am i so slack..

no enthusiam to study at all..

haiz..

den while doin..

gt this guy beside me keep singing "ben xiao hai"

haha!!

so distracting la..

den Leng sms me say gt tis veri yandao guy sittin in front of her..

den she keep lookin at him..

sad....

haha!!~

den went back CO rm..

fight..

duhx...

den actually wanted to threw de cd at Yinzhi..

in de end it flew like a frisbee and hit on Chaoyong's head.

and he revenge...

by DRAWING on my FOREHEAD!!!

using PERMANENT MARKER!!!

was pissed at that moment of time...

but suan le la..

haiz...

whatever..

duncare..

den i went off...

den reach hme rotx...

sleep earli...

skipped almost all lessons today..

GEMS,Microbio,Polymer Science...

GEMS...

coz it is last lesson le..

den no test oso..

den Microbio..

coz i overslp...

Polymer Science...

coz i dun feel like going..

den after that went for BIA lessons..

rotx...

den go back CO rm..

to open door fer Steven..

den i went to find David..

in de end he having meetin..

so i go find Anna chit chat...

for almost 1hr plux..

den went back CO rm..

rotx..

den go hme...

and here i am blogging..

tml gt ENVSTA test..

and yet i have nt yet touch anything..

haiz..

but one thing to be happy about is...

HOLIDAY is COMING!!

yePpie!!!

i have planned to do lots of things!!!

haha!!!

go Kbox, SLP, play Harvest Moon, Sentosa, watch movies, partys....

the list juz go on and on..!!!

haha!!

speaking of MOVIES!!!

it have been so long since i last watch a movie!!!

de last time i watch was on 18th July 2005...

watched Fantastic 4...

argh!!!

so long le lo!!!

i wanna watch a lot movies nw!!!

1) The Maid

2) The Cave

3) Drink Drank Drunk

4) Red Eye

5) Herbie : Fully Reloaded

6) Hinokio

7) One More Chance

8) The Perfect Catch

ha!! realli a lot sia!!!

cham..

hmmmm....

think i better go study nw..

bye bloggie..

i still love u..

never once i felt like leaving u...

wahahaha!!!

dramatic eh!~hahah!!!!

=>monday & tuesday<=
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9/06/2005 11:49:00 PM
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